For all those who are alone, when you facing a hard time, when everybody lefts you when you couldn’t succeed your goals when you lose something when you fails in your life when you get bugged and fed-up…..
Sometimes even we don’t understand where it has gone wrong in our life. Life is full of stuff with unhappiness, challenges and mysteries. Each second of life gives us many unexpected things to learn and experience. Life is a fast game in which we have to run with high speed until we attain something and if in between we lose the game, nobody will be there with us in our failure. And sometimes we really get fed-up with daily bloody routine life. Life takes away our happiness by giving us so many sorrows, tensions, problems…
There are situations where people who are being close to us become so strangers and strangers become close. Why sometimes some relations even though how much hard we try to hold, it just skips away from our hand.
Loneliness teaches many things in our life and makes us more strong and practical. It's being a tough situation to pass through when nobody is there to support us. There are many occasions when we try to convince others and nobody understands us and we feel like a looser & gives up all our hopes. We go on weeping in the loneliness and nobody values our tears…
I never use to go to church and never believed in prayers. But I started to believe when I lost everything – my close friends, my loved ones. My parents became against me, and my love was not here to support me, and my office work went down. And my life took me to many unwanted fake temporary things. I depended on many lies to show a different face to others which was not a real me, all my loved ones left me. Gradually I lost the peace of ma mind and was willing to do and listen to any thing to get back my peace. I needed salvation, I searched for help!!! Then I started to find God and asked myself do God really exists?? I strive hard to get rid of the darkness from my life, but nobody could help me. I Wanted the lamp as my life to lighted up with a bright light. I keep on asking my self about the solutions, clarifications, answers… Then I cried and asked help …. “God if you there living then tell me where it went the wrong god, please make everything fine as earlier…. I kneel down in front of god and cried loudly god if u there and the living god then give back my peace, give back my happiness, give back my loved ones…. I went to ma room and cried loudly….
I started praying daily, I started going to church, when nobody was there… I enjoyed the communication made to myself in the church in silence by praying. Once I was praying in the church and took a page from the bible and was shocked to read the words “Isaiah 49:14-16 “Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands” I don’t know how I got the strength in my life after reading this. It was like God was just speaking to me. After that, I started to read the bible regularly and then gradually I realized ma mistakes. I repented myself for all ma faults… I realized that God blessed me with many good things and I always complained. God gave me lots of happiness and I never realized and valued it. I never ever said thanks to god and I use to think all the achievements are mine and I attained it only because of ma ability. Now I know where I went wrong. I was and still a big Zero without my GOD.
I was wrong… life taught me that I am nothing. When everybody left me in bad times, then I realized nothing stays and lasts in this world forever… God gifted me this life and my biggest fault and mistake was I never praised god I never said thanks to god instead I always criticized the believers and churches. Jesus died for my sins and its really strange that we don’t have even time to spend with our God.
Now I think I am the happiest person in this world after knowing my God because no matter no body is with me I am living in the confidence and belief that God is with me forever. I have done many wrong and sins, I realized my wrongs and mistakes. Guys whoever listening to me or reading this… don’t worry when you are alone when you facing a hard time when everybody leaves you when you could not succeed your goals, when you lose something, because God will never let you down…. God will give you trials and sorrows only to remember him and to get more close and know about god. So next time tell your problems that I am fine because God is with me & believe me you will start feeling relaxed and comfortable.
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